Older by Sasha Sloan--This song just pop up out of nowhere out playlist. It's make me realize I'm not alone who feel certain way about growing up.
I used to shut my door while my mother screamed in the kitchen I'd turn the music up, get high and try not to listen To every little fight, 'cause neither one was right
I swore I'd never be like them But I was just a kid back then
The older I get the more that I see My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me And loving is hard, it don't always work You just try your best not to get hurt I used to be mad but now I know Sometimes it's better to let someone go It just hadn't hit me yet The older I get
I used to wonder why, why they could never be happy I used to close my eyes and pray for a whole 'nother family Where everything was fine, one that felt like mine
I swore I'd never be like them But I was just a kid back then
The older I get the more that I see My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me And loving is hard, it don't always work You just try your best not to get hurt I used to be mad but now I know Sometimes it's better to let someone go It just hadn't hit me yet The older I get
The older I get the more that I see My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me And loving is hard, it don't always work You just try your best not to get hurt I used to be mad but now I know Sometimes it's better to let someone go It just hadn't hit me yet The older I get
When I was little whenever my parents argued I go to my room and cried. There was a period that they 'bickering' a lot for few years, and new problem keep appeared :'). Once my grandma told us my brothers I to unify them, but the result just being told that where just kids stay away from it. At some point I used to see my mother cried alone in the corner of her room. They even think to divorce, if they can they would. At some point as I grow up, I think few of they actions are understandable but foolish at same time.
--"My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me And loving is hard, it don't always work You just try your best not to get hurt"
These phrase really hit it right in place, they just normal human, adult don't really someone who doesn't make mistake. They just try to not make it more hurt for they beloved, but it doesn't mean it'll not hurt at all. Because even you think loving as a kid it's really simple, it doesn't go same when you grow up. So I starting to stop to relay to them that much, but they still my heroes and I love them.
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