Daily Notes #4 "Random Thoughts"

It's not really that random, it's just mostly think that I think a lot. Maybe because I'm still developing to be human :)). Anyway I'm sometimes not feel comfortable at my own house, I start to feel this way when I entered highschool. It gets better than before since I live at my own, but I feel more awkward and uncomfortable when I go home it's just stressful, I can't fulfill my duty as a child. And everytime I see my family I feel sad, tbh I don't want to feel this way. Sometimes I think it's better for my parents to divorce than just blaming each other. I want to prove to them that I'm capable take care of myself, but the result always below they expectation. I tried to escape to search something to make me 'new' to think that again make me realized how idiot I was. I don't know what to do when I tried alone it just seems not working. I want to be normal like anyone else, but really what is normal?